306. Today I am grateful for people who care about me

I have been feeling pretty lonely; it’s hard dealing with grief on your own. Right now I feel like the only people who sincerely care about how I am feeling are people at work, my family (particularly my twin sister), and one friend. When I put it like that yes, I see that people care, I guess I was just hoping for more support from my friends. I am grateful for the support from my coworkers especially when I don’t feel very productive at work right now but I would rather be there than sitting at home alone.

305. Today I am grateful for cousins sharing memories

I started a thread on facebook with all of my Couper cousins and invited each of them to share their favourite memory of our grandma. It has been awhile since I have laughed that hard. So many funny memories, my Grandma provided lots of entertainment for lots of people. I don’t get to see our talk to my cousins often so it was nice for us all to gather electronically and share memories together. I have also been chatting with a cousin in New Zealand who is also on her own and she has been a good support to me as well.  

304. Today I am grateful for this memory

 

 

303. Today I am grateful for an opportunity to teach Relief Society today

I really enjoy teaching and while I did teach the Family History Sunday School class as part of my calling as Family History Consultant, I have never had a formal teaching calling. I have had the opportunity to substitute both Sunday School and Relief Society which I have enjoyed. Today in RS I taught a lesson based on Elder Neil L. Anderson’s Conference address titled, “What Thinks Christ of Me?” I love this talk and hope that the sisters in the class were able to take away something from the lesson. Our discussion included sharing examples of Christ-like people, being that my Grandma was one of the most Christ-like people I have know I talked about her example and got a bit emotional. I really don’t like crying in public but emotions are real and people know that.

302. Today I am grateful for my Dad

Although Thursday was a sad day, it was also a day to remember my Dad. It was his birthday yesterday and I did take the time to call him and wish him a happy birthday ... even if no one was feeling really happy.

I am grateful for all that my dad has done for me and I know that if I need something he will help me. One thing I learned from my Dad is to have a good work ethic; my Dad has always been a hard worker in his career, at home and in his church callings. My favourite memories with my dad were the times he took us out to do things like swimming and roller-skating. Although a businessman, my Dad is also a handyman ... fixing things, building things and putting things together. There are many times while living away from home where I have thought ... I wish my Dad were here, he could fix that.   

301. Today I am grateful for preschool graduations

I didn’t feel like going into work today but I wanted to watch the preschool graduation. I am glad I did, the children and their parents were so happy to take part in the little ceremony. The best part was listening to what the children want to be when they grow up.  

300. Today I am grateful for a wonderful influence in my life

I am grateful for such a wonderful influence in my life. My Grandma passed away today. There aren't a lot of words that come to mind right now amidst the grief I feel. The first thing that came to mind after I had processed what had happened is the scripture found in ... "And her children shall rise up and call her blessed".

This may also seem selfish of me but I am also sad that I never did get married during her lifetime. For the past several years at the end of every phone call, Grandma would say "I will pray for you that you will find someone special ... by Christmas (of whatever year it was), you will be married". Also ever since I was a little girl I have wanted to name my first daughter Elisabeth, after my Grandma. She would have been so happy to know that she had a great granddaughter named after her.